May 30, 2009

and its quite alright

kerja sekolah
1) additional mathematics
- cikgu yang garang memberikan arahan mandatorinya ;
nanti cuti dua minggu awak buat soalan paper 2 mid year exam aritu ye.
Section A minggu pertama,Section B minggu kedua.okay!.saya keluar dulu.assalamualaikum

saya ; amboi cikgu.macam keje sekolah addmath je yang ada bunyinye
kawan A ; hahaha.eh.ce kalau cikgu dengar mu cakap tadi
kawan B ; tah farah.hahaha
saya ; cikgu mood baik arini.hahaha.eh.ingat tu.siapkan keje addmath.kekgi cikgu kerat linge(telinga) aku dop tahu.hahaha.(ajuk denda cikgu)
semua ; HAHAHAHAHA

2) Bahasa Arab Tinggi
3) Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah
4)Bahasa Melayu
5)Prinsip Akaun
6) Chemistry

kerja sekolah yang sedikit.
sesungguhnya cikgu Sejarah dan teacher English tidak akan memberikan apa-apa kerja sekolah seperti biasa.

Bahasa Melayu and Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah telah siap!.
Chemistry dah siap separuh.
Akaun dan Bahasa Arab sahaja yang belum bersentuh apa-apa pun
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

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tag daripada Abang Ariff yang suka bawak orang pegi jalan-jalan.
HAHAHA.aritu dapat menara KLCC sebelah tauuu!!
ekekeke

1.Ape perasaan anda sekarang?
sakit hati sebab ade orang yang tidak diingini hantar sms.

2.Saya nak makan?
nasi paprik kedai mama Tomyam

3.Saya tak suka?
mereka yang suka meminta nombor telefon tidak tentu pasal
dan juga copycat
dan juga smoker!.smoker stay away from me oke!

4.Impian saya?
- further study in Germany. tak dapat Germany Japan pon jadi laaa!
- semoga cadangan menteri Pendidikan untuk menyelaraskan 10 subjek untuk semua sekolah memang akan dilaksanakan tahun hadapan.ekekeke
- honeymoon in Italy ;)

5.Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
lipas kerana lipas musuh utama saya!.
dush,dush untuk lipas!!

6.Saya harapkan?
- straight A's in SPM 2010
- menjadi anak yang baik

7.Jika boleh putarkan masa?
ingin daku kembali ke saat itu.saat apa?.saat la apa-apa pun.ekeke

8.Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
- pada masa itu sudah berumur 26 tahun dan mungkin sudah bertunang @ berkahwin dengan seseorang yang saya minati.hahaha!
- pada masa tersebut saya mempunyai anak saudara yang berumur
24 tahun,20 tahun,16 tahun,15 tahun,14 tahun,13 tahun,11 tahun dan 10 tahun.ekekeke

- seorang lepasan ijazah dalam bidang Chemical Engineering

9.Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
sebuah stor menyimpan lagu dan gambar.nyahahaha!

10.Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
sebayak duri di buah durian (tipu-tipu!!)

11.Saya suka pada?
nak cakap nama ke?.rasanya orang tersebut tahu bila dia membaca blog ini kann??.
you knew it kann dear??

12.Kawan-kawan saya?
terdapat di seluruh dunia kerana ramai yang pergi merantau.
p/s : pola bear di kutub utara itu kawan saya juga!!

13.Pernah dikhianati?
ya,pernah.nak buat macam mana.kita tidak boleh memuaskan hati semua pihak

"jika kebaikan dibalas kebaikan itu perkara biasa
jika kebaikan dibalas kejahatan itu kejam namanya
tetapi jika kejahatan dibalas dengan kebaikan itu adalah perbuatan yang mulia"

14.Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda?
nak bagi flying kick jerr.ekekee

15.Senaraikan 6 org untuk di'tag'..
- baby iela
- mama alia
- teefah
- sys maryumm ;)
- syamim
- emaa!!

May 29, 2009

disaster.

you're,you're such a natural disaster

fuuh.i hate her.
asal kau nak dan suka bebenor copycat aku uh??

cara aku chating.
cara nama aku guna dekat blog n etc.
nama followers yang aku buat pon kau guna pakai sekarang nih??

eh,eh,eh wahai cik copycat.
jangan la mengopi2 aku nih.
aku nih tak lawa maha tak cute.
silalah jauhkan diri daripada aku agar simpom tak lawa aku tuh nanti tak berjangkit dekat kau
nanti kau pon ikot tak lawa jugak baru padan muka ( tu pon kalau kau perasan lawa)

atau kau fikir aku lawa dan patot diikut?
eh.kau silap laaa.
manusia atas bumi ini dilahirkan bermacam-macam
aku pon tak lawa.
so then kau kena berbahagia dengan cara dan diri kau
hidup kau tak selamat kalau asyik sakitkan hati orang
kalau kau kacau aku sahaja mungkin takkan lahir post ini.
tetapi kau dah sakitkan hati banyak pihak.

kau memang la buat baik dengan aku
tapi kau sakiti hati semua orang yang rapat dengan aku dan orang yang aku sayang.
apa masalah kau sebenarnya uh??
kau marah ke diaorang rapat dengan aku??
kau marah ke aku sayang kat diaorang ??
kau tak payah buat ape-ape.
semakin kau buat baik dengan aku semakin aku membenci kau.

May 27, 2009

bengang owh arini

tadi ade la sorang BESTIE cerita satu story yang membengangkan la jugak.
nasib jugak tak sengaja

here we go

first of all dia tuka handphone dia ngan sorang nih.
dak laki laaa.
nama kawan tersebut dirahsiakan.
dia dah delete semua gmba2 dia kt dalam tuh.
dia lupe ader setting kt my contact ade gmba.
gmba yg agak tidak patut dilihat oleh bukan mahram.

selepas itu orang tersebut melihat di contact.
dia nampak akan gambar tersebut
then dia telah melihat sesuatu yang selama ini tidak pernah dilihatnya.

sesungguhnya sekiranya daku tidak mengenali lelaki tersebut tidak apa-apa
apakan daya dia seniorku dahulu
alahai seniorku
buat-buat tak penah nampak jela yupp??
lepas ini kalau jumpe dah tak tahu la camne.
sesungguhnya lelaki ini agak bahaya.

May 25, 2009

bintang itu kesunyian


bintang itu kesunyian
bersama kegelapan malam
yang dipenuhi banyak bintang yang bergemerlapan.
tetapi hati ini bintang itu kemalapan
bintang itu disakiti seseorang
bintang itu disangka menyakiti hati orang yang menyakitinya
bintang itu kesunyian
hanya aku yang dia sandarkan sebagai harapan.
moga aku tidak berubah demi dia
kerana bintang ini begitu bermakna bagiku
wahai bintang.bersabarlah dikau.
aku tetap akan berada di sini memerhati dan sentiasa menolong dirimu
moga-moga dikau sabar dengan segalanya.
aku tidak akan berubah demi dirimu.
aku tidak akan menjadi seperti mereka yang lain.
jika aku perlu berubah untuk membahagiakanku.
aku rela.
kerana aku sayang dikau wahai kawanku bintang

bintangku = means (that gurl)

p/s : hari ini birthday abah ;D

SAYA SAYANG ABAH SAYA!

ku sangka ku tabah berdikari

p/s : suka mp3 ini.mengingatkanku kepada kegilaan rubikku pada waktu dahulu

tadi exam chemistry.
dengan jayanya buat.fuuh lega!
walaupun ada tertinggal satu.
terlupa nak tulis pasal litmus paper
aduyaii.tapi kalau difikirkan kembali.
tak payah letak pon takpe la kann?
sebab dia bukan nak uji keasidan atau kealkalian
for the group one in the periodic table pon.
ape-ape jela.aku tertinggal yang tu jerr.
yang lain semua aku buat.ekeke.
itulah bestnya menjawab Chemistry paper 3..hahaha.

cuba teka ini apa?

oh ye.nanti cuti tak tahu la bakal pergi ke mana atau duduk di rumah macam biasa.
entah.tak pasti..dua-dua pon best.
duduk rumah boleh study
pegi jengjalan tak bosan menghadap buku.
pastu hari last cuti tu iaitu pada 13/6/09 saya akan pergi ke
Perkampungan Orang Asli di Gua Musang.
uhuk3.orang cakap best then saya join jerr.
for 3 days hingga 15/6/09.ekekeke.
dengar taklimat tadi tentatif program dia cambest jerr.
macam2 program.huhu.orang yang pergi kat sana pon
nampak macam
best-best jerr semua.huhu
atleast dapat jugak sijil koko kann.menambahkan koleksi yang ada.

mp3 pon mahu couple ka?.lawak3.

tadi terserempak dengan seseorang di sekolah.
oh no!.
ayat dia "haha6 xpe snyum j kalau kite jumpe..xpyah suka n gelak.."
tadi terjumpa la dengan budak ini.masa tu tengah rancak bercakap.tangga terakhir naik tu nampak muka dia.terpacak di hadapan kelasku
selepas itu dia senyum.hahahaha.
kan ada cakap tadi.masa tu tengah rancak bercakap.dahle tengah story kat kawan pasal jawab exam tadi.then nampak je muka budak tu terjongol kat situ terus senyap.
then kawan yang kat dalam kelas lambai-lambai kat saya.balas la lambaian tersebut.
agaknye dia ingat lambai kat dia kot.
lepastu dia pusing belakang.
kesian pulak dia.terperasan sekejap buat kat dia.hahaha
malu!!!.apesal la naik ikot tangga tu masa tuh.aduyaii.macam ape jerr.

mengingatkanku kepada fawwaz


May 23, 2009

tag from farah

1. sifu ( mr. syamsoul azizi )
2. razi
3. teefah
4.iela
5. ezati
6. NJ
7.syahir
8.adikku fatin
9.mama alia
10.my mom
11. my dad
12.my lil niece ( ellyana )
13. maryam
14. ajwad
15.sarah
16.syamim
17. kak azz
18. azie
19. ema
20. nini
21. akhqi key

1. How do you meet 7?
-mula-mula kenal dia on website sekolah.then baik camgitu.haha.

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
- oh no!.tak boleh bayang macam mana.mesti saya tak macam sekarang.

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
-oh no!.i jelous oke!.

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
-tak penah kot.dia nampak saya nangis penah la. ;)

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
- yess!,yess!!.haha

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
-my dad?.he is a wonderful dad!

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
- dia suka warna warni.hahaha

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
-last on wednesday rasenye.

9. What language does 8 speak?
- malay,english,arabic.

10. Who is 13 going out with?
-maryam?.hahaha.entah!

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
- ohh.penah2.hahaha

12. Where does 18 live?
-in front of sekolah teknik wakaf tembesu

13. What is the best thing about 4?
- she's a baby girl.haha.i love her.

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
-ohh ily mom!.

15. What is the best thing about 20?
- dia sporting dan kelakar!

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
- kiss?.erkk.razi?

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
- banyak la sygs.

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
- tomorrow.haha.cam konfem jupp.

19. How is 7 different from 6?
- 7 is boy and 6 is a girl.

20. Is 2 pretty?
-yess he is!.saya cakap dia cun!

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
- saya sayang dia.

22. How did you meet 3?
-kenal dia masa main double badminton dengan dia.haha.masa form 2.

23. Is 5 your best friend?
- yes..one of it!.

24. Do you hate 12?
-hello!.she is my niece oke.

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
- yess!.

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
-hari rabu lepas

27. Have you been to 5's house?
-pena dok lua rumah dia.haha.dia penah la pegi umah sye.ekekeke.

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
-nanti tengah hari dia balik umah saya jumpa la dia.

29. Are you close to 11?
- yess i am!

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
-nope.dekat terengganu takde panggung wayang laa!.kalau tak da lme pegi.

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
- dulu ade laaa kowtt.

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
- nanti kite jumpe meh kak farah hug nak ema?.hehe

33. When have you lied to 3?
- teefah?.not lying.but saya pernah la simpan rahisa dengan dia.haha

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
- my dad?.ye kowtt

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
- dia mama saya.ekekekeke

38. Has 21 met your parents?
-for what he wants to meet my parents?.oh no!

39. How did you meet 11?
- masa dia azan dekat telinga lepas kelua from rahim.

40. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
- owh teefah.sesungguhnya daku pernah menyakitkanmu lalu dikau membalasnya kembali kerana sesungguhnya pada waktu tersebut kita sedang bermain "katok-katok" (means pukul-pukul.not katak-katak oke!)

41. Do you live close to 7?
- jauuuhh.dia dah pindah Perak.sob3.

42. What is 8's favourite food?
- dia suka aiskrim kowtt.

43. What kind of car does 1 have?
- sifu ada kereta mainan.ekeke.

44. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
-daku ke kutub utara bersama mamaku yang tercinta.ekeke

45. If you give 14 a $100, What would she / he spend it on?
-ajwad?.haha.kalau tak beli handphone bru dia simpan laa.i knew him.

I tagged..
-tanak tagged sape2.sape yang rajin tuh buat la.
;)

p/s : huish.pening buat tag nih.panjang wooo soalan.
sakit tengkuk buat tag nih.

story of the day!

tadi ada orang mintak kredit RM1 la kononnye.
weh.sedar la sikit.aku tak kenal kau and aku tak minat nak kenal kau.
takkan kau tak sedar dengan layanan aku macam mana?.
aku harap sangat-sangat kau dapat baca blog aku nih.
kalau yang mintak tu besties aku tuh takpe la jugak.
kau tu sape dengan aku?
mari-mari hanta message cakap nak kenal aku.
pigidah.aku tak suka layan yang jenis camtuh.
cuba gak faham dengan layanan dingin yang aku berikan.aku dah berikan macam-macam alasan.
blah la.

oh ye.ini cerita happy-happy pulak.
ekekeke.

i talked to him again and again.
haha.semalam 2 kali siang tadi sekali.haha.
suke2.saya sayang dia. <3>

May 22, 2009

dia pakai baju itu T__T

dia pakai baju deathnote
huaa!!
jelous2.


dia itu siapa?
dia ini sepupu saya.
nama dia Ahmad Asyraf bin Onn
pnggil ceraf jerr.hahaha.chewah.
cm promote ape jerr.

May 21, 2009

boleh tak kalau hari kalau masa berhenti?

tajuk post tiada kena mengena dengan kandungan post
harap maklum
segala kesulitan amatlah dikesali


tadi pagi tidak datang ke sekolah
semalam tidur lewat.
hari ini tiada exam. hahahaha

pagi tadi bangun tutup alarm handphone tertengok ada seseorang hantar mesej suruh bangun.
hahaha.awal douh dia hantar. 5.13 a.m
yang peliknya zaman dia skolah dedulu tak ada pulak seawal itu bangunnya.
hahahaha

okay!
selepas itu.
masa tu tengah duduk minum air for breakfast kat rumah.
ada seseorang telefon.ada la dalam pukul 7.16 a.m
awal sungguh.
at first ingatkan najmi yang call.angkat jela tanpa ragu-ragu
tiba-tiba kedengaran suara seorang lelaki.hahahaha
selepas itu berlakulah dialog di bawah :

(saya bagi nama dia S la ye senang. )

ells : hello?.

orang tersebut : hello,sape nih ( aik?.suara lelaki nih?.siapa pulak nie? )

ells : ( looking at the handphone screen and smile ).farah la.

orang tersebut : oh farah.tengah wat mnde ow?

ells : tengah duk minum air.huhu.dah S tengah wat mende?

orang tersebut : S tengah duk tunggu bas.haha.eh.bas ar yang tunggu S.hehe

ells : hah?.hahahaha.molek ngat gtu ow.

orang tersebut : gini skmo.haha.saje je telefon ey.huhu.doh okay ar.

ells : oh.haha.okay2.tata.

orang tersebut : assalamualaikum

ells : waalaikummussalam.

ada lagi dialog sebenarnya.
tetapi biarlah rahsia.hehehehe.xsyok kongsi semua dengan orang.


wahh!!.sungguh bahagia!!.i miss you.i miss your smile.
xpenah tahu si dia itu sebenarnya banyak cakap jugak rupanya kalau live.(takde la live pon.kalau terserempak dedulu xde pon macam tu )
xde topic la pagi tadi you.(you la pulak.hahaha.ingin merahsiakan identiti orang tersebut )
sorry2.semoga kamu berbahagia di sana ye.duduk elok-elok kat tempat orang.
buat baik selalu.


May 20, 2009

things that makes me feel comfortable :)

THREE NAME THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :
1- farah
2- ells
3- fafa

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATE IN YOUR LIFE :
1- 1 July
2- 18 December
3- 20 December

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :
1- read a book of PSI (Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah)
2- read a book of Chemistry
3- read bloggers blog.

THREE PERSON YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :
saya rindu siapa?.siapa yang saya ingin rindukan?.let me see.
1- kak amal
2- kak cdah
3- fathia

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
1- a song dedication? ekekeke
2- someone's brain that has brilliant brain in "menghafal?".i'd just have a brain that loves maths very much.
3- a dslr maybe?

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS :
1- iced blanded
2- ribbena (takde orang tahu rasanya selama ini ) sekarang terbongkar rahsia.hahaha
3- just take my heart with a glass of fresh orange.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES :
1- study with mp3-ing (kecuali pelajaran yang libatkan agama and ayat quran like PSI,PQS n BAT )
2- alone is paradise
3- menghafal sejarah dengan gaya yang amat pelik. ( jangan tanya macam mana gaya tersebut)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :
1- germany
2- italy ;)
3- japan!

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BEG :
1- a pen and pencil
2- a notebook
3- camera

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS :
1- purple
2- white
3- black

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH :
1- mom
2- dad
3- siblings.

TOP THREE THINGS SPECIAL TO YOU :
1- my chemistry books
2- my english novels
3- my notebook (sebab macam-macam ada dalam tuh)

TOP THREE PERSON YOU HATE MOST :
1- cheaters
2- smokers
3- and smokers.
i hate smokers!.smokers!.stay away from me!

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS TAG :
1- cause this tag makes me feel comfortable with my feelings.
2- tension
3- pening baca buku

THREE PERSON WHO YOU WILL TAG NEXT :
1- IelaJunsu
2- Latifah
3- kak miera

May 17, 2009

back to past.

dedlu saya minat ini group.sebab berjangkit dengan kakak.
hehehe.maser tuh drjh 3@4 cmgtu la.
masa awal2 kenal komputer and internet.
hehehehe.
tadi terdengar lgu westlife.
so then I want to look on my backwards.
ekekee.Westlife.kamu semua masih ada di hati walaupun sudah lama saya tidak mendengar lagu korang.korang telah diganti dengan revolusi baru dalam hidupku.chewahh!!.haha


Westlife - I Lay My Love On You




Westlife - Flying Without Wing




Westlife - When You Tell Me That You Love Me [ feat. Diana Ross ]



oh really touching my heart.
my heart beat unwell right now.aduyaii~
romeo save me.hahahaha

May 15, 2009

kerana dia.

dia akan meninggalkanku. T__T
dia akan pergi.dia akan pergi ke Russia.
oh dear ily!
ily my sifu.sifu banyak berjasa kt farah.
farah syg sifu smpai bila2. T__T

aduyaii.
"aku doa orang dapat pergi overseas sume dapat.aku harap doa aku nak pergi pon dapat"
doa aku mujarab utk org lain ye?.ekekeke.selalu keinginan aku tuh,aku tak dapat.

sifu pegi INTEC dlu for kursus bahasa for three months.sekejapnye!!.
pstu pergi Russia for 6 years.lama siak.tak pe la farah.6 tahun jerr, [ jerrrrrr ]
nanti kalau sifu pergi ABS nak mengarut-mengarut dengan siapa?
nanti kalau sifu pergi sape nak jadi sifu ABS?
nanti kalau sifu pergi tak boleh nak usik mana miss *****
nanti kalau sifu pergi sape nak dengar farah story2?
nanti kalau sifu pergi sape nak aja farah?
nanti kalau sifu pergi xde orang nak ganti ***i (ekekekeke)
nanti kalau sifu pergi siapa yang nak tolong farah lagi?
nanti kalau sifu pergi daku menangis sendiri

last 3 tuh macam pantun 3 kerat jerr

dah dua orang akan pergi overseas.
sifu and razi . dua-dua skali akan pergi.
so then da takde reason nak on9kan diri.

xpe sifu.
walaupun sifu pergi.
farah akan tunjukkan kepada sifu yang ABS ini akan berjaya dengan ajaran sifu.
ABS akan turut berjaya dan mengikut jejak langkah sifu.
ABS akan creditkan kejayaan ABS kepada parents,sifu(sebab mengajar ABS),razi(he inspires me a lot),adik beradik and my BFF (latifah).

harimau pergi merantau meninggalkan belang,manusia pergi merantau meninggalkan jasa.

lagu2 Sum 41 di bawah untuk kalian berdua ( sifu and razi )
sila baca lyrics
with me and so long goodbye

best of me and look at me itu untuk diri sendiri.




"i dont want this moment,to ever ends,with everything nothing without you"

Sum 41 - With Me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go




"A time passes by, direction unknown,You've left us now but we're not alone"

"And it's quite alright,And goodbye for now,Just look up to the stars,And believe who you are,Cause it's quite alright,And so long, goodbye"

Sum 41 - So Long Goodbye

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like these i forget what i miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Specially when yours is full of emptiness

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your the cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye.




"because you just don't know,but you just don't know,all i am is me,all i am is me"

Sum 41 - Look At Me

Look at me
Who am I supposed to be and what do I believe
Can you tell me, since you’ve made up your mind and knows what you believe
And I just don’t know
I just don’t know
Who I’m supposed to be

Look at me
Am I the image of your hopes and tragedies
Just look at me
Will I ever be more than just a memory?
Because you just don’t know
But you just don’t know
All I am is me
All I am is me
All I am is me




"I'm sorry,its all that i can say,you mean so much and I'll fix all that I've done"


Sum 41 - Best Of Me

OooooooOooh

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry, I'll make everything alright
All these things that I've done now what have I become
And where'd I go wrong
I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry, it's all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes
But I will try
Although it's not easy, I know you believe me, 'cause I would not lie
Don't believe their lies, told through jealous eyes, they don't understand (I'm sorry)
I won't break your heart, I won't bring you down
But I will have to say

I'm sorry, it's all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I'm sorry, its all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

May 13, 2009

exam best gilak!

@_@" ( pnjam jap smiley razi )

exam best cam sial!.
*grrrr*

stress out!!.
bahasa melayu karangan merapu ape tah.
pegi buat surat.tules nama muiz.ezati jangan mara.ekekekeke
sebab apa saya buat surat?.kerana soalan tersebut sama dengan mid year exam tahun lepas dan saya sudah membaca karangan kak yana ( pergkh poyo giller ayat.mentang-mentang tengah cakap pasal bahasa melayu )
krgn wajib faedah menyertai aktiviti kokurikulum.
naseb gk melibatkan diri.kalau tak.haram kejadah nak jawab ape tah.
rumusan oke larh.yang sedih tuh.tulisan hodoh giller.kertas xsedap tulisan jadi tak lawa.tulisan macam ayam yang paling cantik sekali mencakar. ( NAK CAKAP LAWA LA SIKIT DARIPADA CAKAR AYAM )

for english
i wrote about a festival celebrated in our country.
at first ingat nk buat smile.but cancelled!.wakakakakaka.
tengah nak buat rangka.tetibe idea pasal smile terkelua pulak.xsempat nak tules.
memang betol2

gilak.350 words.tibai je ape yg patut.hehehehe

sejarah (I)
xready.malam tuh datang sakit semut ( sapa pompuan dia paham.)
fst day kowtt. T__T
time jam pkul 4.30 nk study.bgun2 saket pulak.trpkse tahan smpai ke pagi.xstudy larh kirenye duk menahan sakit.
then tadi jerr jawab sejarah (II ) oke larh.
mmg sngt2 oke!.hajat di hati nk cover for smlm.
.T__T.
semangat menghafal.bayangkan
mengahafal 4 tajuk besar atau lebih spesifik lagi 31 tajuk kecil dalam masa 2 jam .^_^.
kur semangat kalau orang yang pemalas.
hari kedua juga sakit semut.malam itu tak study jugak.ekekekeke.
sngt2 suke.berpuas hati.tadi gunakan pendekatan revision ramai2.main cerita2
sorang stu bab.yela.gang kamceng dlm kelas bijak tuh kteorg berempat jerr.
puas hati sangat2 jawab sejarah tadi.semua beban telah dilepaskan.



esok exam chemistry. che misteri or kem misteri.
pilih yang mana?
yang pasti semuanya misteri.
saya nih pelik ckit.orang lain tak paham bab 3. chemical equation and chemical formulae.
saya tak paham bab 2 lolx
.T_T.
hehehe.padahal sng jerr.saya tak banyak kebolehan menghafal.nombor2 nih suker la macam bab 3
ekekeeke.

wish me luck menghafal pagi ini.
bubbye!.

oh i want to change the world.yeahh!!!!



oh ye.lupa.tadi dah dapat balik file modern mathematicsku~
bangge jer rasa arini.balik dengan riang.sejarah boley jawab.
file mod math da dapat
pasal apa gembira?
meh nk story2.
cg mod math aka che faridah pilih fail2 terbagus dalam kelas and then hantar kepada ketua panatia matematik dan sains iaitu cikgu ismail.
then dlm kelasku memang sikit jerr yg terpilih.kalau xsilap 3 file aka 3 orang jerr.
wahh!.bngge giller.
dlm rmai2 kelas dak bijak tuh 3 jerr yg terpilih?.cm xcye
nak tau sebab apa bngge?
korang tak bngge ke kerja skolah korang siap?
korang tak bngge ke kerja korang antara yg dipilih terbagus?
ekeke.then end.

May 10, 2009

songs for mom

oh happy mothers day.
u're the best mom in the world.
i love u no matter what u said about me.
eventhough u always scold me.
i love u more than u knew.
if u said i lie.its me u didn't knew me.

bak kata seseorang itu.
i'll be with you always,always....
Sum41 - Always



although u didn't read my blog or my post.even u didn't knew my url blog.
i want to share with the whole world that i love you so much.
how big n deep my love to u.






Good Charlotte - Thank You Mom

I'm sitting here I'm thinking back to a time when I was young...
My memory, is clear as day
I'm listening to the dishes clink, you were downstairs, you would sing
Songs of praise
And all the times we laughed with you, and all the times that you stayed true to us
Now we say...
I said I thank you, I'll always thank you
More than you could know, than I could ever show
And I love you, I'll always love you
There's nothing I won't do, to say these words to you
That you're beautiful forever
You were my mom, you were my dad, the only thing I ever had was you, it's true
And even when the times got hard, you were there to let us know...that we'd get through
You showed me how to be a man, you taught me how to understand the things, people do
You showed me how to love my God, you taught me that not everyone knows the truth
And I thank you, I'll always thank you
More than you could know, than I could ever show
And I love you, I'll always love you
There's nothing I won't do, to say these words to you
That you will live forever
Always, always and forever



Boyz II Men - A Song for Mama

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)

You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Chorus

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I'll never go a day without my mama

Chorus

Yes you are

May 8, 2009

may 2009

oh no!.
i dont want it happend!
but it still will happen.no metter what it is.

mid year exam will come!
this Monday,11th May 2009
huaaaa!!! *crying*

oh sifu!.please help me!.
huargkh!.
i feel like an idiot person right now!

Monday - 11 May
- Bahasa Melayu 1
- Bahasa Melayu 2

Tuesday - 12 May
- English 1
- English 2

Wednesday - 13 May
- History 1
- History 2


Thursday - 14 May
- Chemistry 1
- Chemistry 2
- Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan

Monday - 18 May
- Modern Mathematics 1
- Modern Mathematics 2
- Sivik

Tuesday 19 May
- Physics 1
- Physic 2

Wednesday 20 May
- Bahasa Arab Tinggi 1
- Bahasa Arab Tinggi 2
- Additional Mathematics 2

Thursday 21 May
- kita orang tak exam arini. but budak-budak sn iktisas,pure science and LK exam oke!

Sunday 24 May
- Chemistry 3
- Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah 2

Monday 25 May
- Prinsip Perakaunan

Tuesday 26 May
- Additional Mathematics 1
- Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah
- Physics 3

Wednesday 27 May
- Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah 1

what the heck we having PJK n Sivik?
oh ye.lupa lak.
Tok Jiring ingin melahirkan pelajar bijaksana yang cergas dan bersivik.
T__T

why I wrote the exam time table here?
ketekanan perasaan!!!
oh sifu.please help me.huarkh!!!!

this exam nk streaming balek
T_T
oh no!.tak sanggup nak turun kelas Nur.
uwa!.nk kekal kat kelas Imran
and xsanggup kalau gang2 tuh turun kelas!.
naik dak2 laki kelas nur sumenye.
huh.tak nak cakap la ayat Aqilah cakap tuh.

so then. i'll not on9-ing for 3 weeks
but if i'm on9-ing its means kestressan menjawab soalan la tuh
ekekeke
T__T
nie kestressan membaca tuka lyts kejap.
ekekeke

oke then.
wish me best of luck.
nak pegi study dlu.
0ff9 for 3 weeks.
tata


oh btw.

Happy Belated Birthday to Syakir
-6th May

Happy Mothers Day this 1oth May 2009
-untuk mama alia.mothers day were celebrate on the second sunday of may every year.
huhuhu

Hari Jururawat
-12th May

Happy Teachers Day
- 16th May

Happy 63's Birthday to my father
- 25th May




Offspring - Kristy, Are You Doing Okay?


There's a moment in time
And it's stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids

Cause your eyes told the tale
Of an act of betrayal
I knew that somebody did

Oh, waves of time
Seem to wash away
The scenes of our crimes
But for you this never ends

Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won't bloom
Winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away

Though the marks on your dress
Had been neatly repressed
I knew that something was wrong
And I should have spoke out
And I'm so sorry now
I didn't know
Cause we were so young

Oh, clouds of time
Seem to rain on
Innocence left behind
And it never goes away

May 2, 2009

she got problems.

saya mahu mengupdate blog tetapi masa mencemburui saya dan kemalasan melanda
oleh yang demikian kerana,blog ini telah tidak diupdate berkurun lamanya.
dah bersawang dah pun blog nih.tengok tuh.itu sawang labah2.
punyalah lama xusik blog ini.

banyak perkara yang saya ingin ceritakan.
terlalu banyak.


- pertama -

pertandingan kawad yang secara drastik diadakan pada 28 April 2009
pergkh!.kita orang ramai yang tak bawak cap.
uwa! uwa! uwa!

PBSM ( Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah )
thats my unit beruniform

macam-macam masalah kita orang hadapi.
pertama.kita orang tak berlatih selama 2 hari dah.
lepas tu ahli kawad pulak tak datang skolah 2 orang
nasib jugak la semua pakai kain merah unit kita orang tuh.ngee~ alhamdulillah
untuk 2 orang yang tak datang tuh kita orang mula-mula dapat seorang aja pengganti.
our president club come and help us.
sorang lagi tak cukup.
berlatih punya berlatih.
then datang la cabutan undi
sume mula berdebar2.
kitaorang dapat no.8!!.
hooray!.atleast boleh cover kitaorang tinggal latihan 2 hari tuh.
pasukan no 2 last no 8/9 no cabutan tuh.
ngee~! sangat suke!

masa pasukan yang ke-3 tengah perform. barulah kitaorang dapat pengganti
bayangkan la.ade tinggal sejam lebih aja lagi.

masa perform

ada satu kes
coincidencely kita orang tersama
ada orang bercakap dalam kawad
masa tengah buat formasi pulak tuh
apa punya manusia lah
suruh pusing
barisan depan pon pusing la.
aik.sama!.alhamdulillah
barisan belakang dengar arahan yang betul.
nasib gak
semua orang ingat tu memang formasi dia
ekekekekekeke

yang time hentak kaki and basic sume-sume tuh.
masa latihan memang tak pernah sama la
masa kita orang buat formasi kipas tuh memang sama la.
dengan barisan,dengan bunyinya.
masa latihan tak pernah sama langsung.
hehehehe



then muncullah acara yang ditunggu-tunggu iaitu acara penyampaian hadiah
kami dibahagikan kepada dua bahagian
iaitu lelaki dan perempuan
lelaki asing.perempuan asing.

untuk perempuan
tempat ke-3 jatuh kepada Kadet Remaja Sekolah SMR dengan markah terkumpul sebanyak 160 markah
tempat ke-2 jatuh kepada Kadet Remaja Sekolah SMA dengan markah terkumpul sebanyak 180 markah
tempat pertama jatuh kepada Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah SMA dengan markah terkumpul sebanyak 275 markah!

alhamdulillah we won!
275-180=95
95 markah berbeza.kita orang menunjukkan bahawa kita orang memang berkualiti oke!
dahla masa umumkan PBSM tuh mic tersekat-sekat
dengar perkataan "persatuan" dan "sabit" jerr.
at first tak tahu upper form ke lower form punye.hahaha
cikgu datang dekat barisan perempuan then cakap."PBSM.pegi lah ambil hadiah tu"
kita orang tanya "SMA ke SMR cikgu?"
cg cakap."pPBSM SMA,SMA!!"
WAHH!!.sungguh terharu.hingga menitiskan air mata kegembiraan
oke then.PBSM are not Persatuan Berehat Sepanjang Masa oke!
ada kak form 5 pegi tanya cikgu @ pengetua.
pengetua cakap dia bagi kebenaran kumpulan perempuan yang menang tahun nie pun pergi bertanding ke peringkat daerah.
alhamdulillah.terbuka jugak akhirnya peluang yang ditunggu selama ini.
PBSM tebus kesalahan conduct tahun lepas.

-kedua-

PUM akan mengalami perubahan.
sekolah telah dikejutkan dengan berita yang sangat-sangat tidak dijangka.
kepada mereka yang bersedih,terkilan,tidak puas hati,geram dan macam-macam lagi dengan berita tersebut.
diharapkan anda bersabar.
saya pun bersedih,terkilan,geram dan berasa dikhianati.
moga-moga pemilihan ALP baru nanti akan memajukan CAFE Sdn. Bhd.

-ketiga-

she got problems.
my lil sis.
sabar ye dik.i'm always with you no metter what it is.
i'm still with you.
remember that!